Night Thoughts
" Basically, you can love a woman back to life"

      I don’t know where to begin.  Four weeks ago my mom went to Mexico to get her teeth fixed, she wasn’t supposed to go to the doctor but her sister convinced her, it was a blessing she did. When my mother told me she was severely depressed and that all of her tendons in her body were swollen, my heart sunk to my feet.  I wished I was with her at that moment to hug her , but I had to wait another week to see her. Ever since I got the phone call I changed, I was angry and sad at the same time. I remembered how my dad had been so sick to the point that I was preparing to say goodbye to him, that drained me emotionally and now I was faced with that same reality with my mother. It broke me inside, how can I say goodbye to the person that taught me everything about being and independent, honest, hardworking woman and so much more. Everything was running through my head, I had taught about every possible outcome in my head, the good, the bad and the in-between. I was completely overwhelmed with stress, I felt like my head was going to explode.

I knew that I couldn’t heel my moms body, but her depression I could do something about.   I remember I read and article that was allegedly written by Brad Pitt, at the end of the article it read  “ And then I realized one thing: the woman is the reflection of her man. If you love her to the point of madness, she will become it. ”  Basically, you can love a woman back to life. That stuck with me. If I can make my mom laugh and smile everyday she maybe, just maybe start to feel better. 

It’s only been two weeks, it’s the start of a long journey but I know that as a family we will help my mom get better.

"Its in our nature as humans to crack under pressure
Cause while the world is breaking down, our faults make us better
Sometimes its best to do the unthinkable
It takes a few mistakes just to make us unbreakable”….

Just heard  this band and completely fell in love with them. My new favorite band and their album is currently the soundtrack to my life. They are going to be huge. This is what music is supposed to be. My ears and soul are happy.

"In a world that changes everyday,
It’s easy to get lost along the way.
In a world that’s never as it seems,
Where people try to buy and sell their dreams
Where people try to buy and sell their dreams

Yeah, it’s just the way it goes.
Maybe you die young before you’re old
Yeah, it’s just the way it is”

I’m a hopeless romantic.

Steve Lee Olsen - Love Me

Demi Lovato - Lightweight

Canann Smith - We got us

Ed Sheeran - Give Me Love & Kiss Me

Hunter Hayes- Wanted

The Perishers- Only You and I

Peter Gabriel - The Book of Love

A Rocket to The Moon - If I’m Gonna  Fall In Love, Somebody Out There , I Do.

Roy English - As We Grown Older

Two Worlds - Whisper (let me love you).

"Dear whoever you might be
I’m still waiting patiently”- The Civil Wars

“There are dreamers and there are realists in this world, you think the dreamers would find the dreamers and the realists would find the realists, but more often than not the opposite is true. See the dreamers need the realists to keep the dreamers from soaring too close to the sun. And the realists? Well without the dreamers, they might not ever get off the ground.”
—Modern Family #Ineedadreamer

"So if you’re out there I swear to be good to you
But I’m done lookin’, for my future someone
Cause when the time is right
You’ll be here, but for now
Dear no one, this is your love song” #someday #dearnoone

If I’m gonna fall in love
There’s gotta be more than just enough
I gotta get that old feeling
I gotta get that old high

I come from an empty town
Far away from the city sounds
I’d like to settle down someday
And I need to know your past
Something that’ll take you back
‘cause I wanna live like that one day

If I’m gonna fall in love
It’s gotta be more than just enough
I gotta get that old feeling
I gotta get that old high”

I’n love with this song. I listen to this song when I’m sad or when I’m happy.

"When enemies are at your door
I’ll carry you away from war
If you need help, if you need help
Your hope dangling by a string
I’ll share in your suffering
To make you well, to make you well”

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